Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Rebuttal, "Ya'll Read Too Much"
I need to clarify something. After receiving numerous "Cheer Up" messages and e-mails, I think that my last post was grossly misunderstood. I did not mean to say that I feel depressed or unwanted. I know for a fact that there are many people that love and care about me. I praise the Lord for the love that I have in my life, from my friends and my family. I thank all of you that show me that, and i do not mean to dismiss the impact that all of your love and friendships have on me. Not at all. The point that I wanted to make was that all of this love does not fulfill me. And, I don't believe that it has the capacity to, nor do I think that it should. So, when I said that I don't feel satisfied, it's not on account of the lack of relationships or demand in my life, it's a result of the un-satisfying nature of the love of mankind. That is the source along with the fact that I try to find fulfillment in these relationships, and regardless of how genuine they are, they will always let us down. So please don't misunderstand what I mean when I say that i'm not satisfied. And I do thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for the love that you show me. It means so much to me.http://wuarchive.wustl.edu/pub/aminet/pix/astro/oops.jpg